Today I finally went to the doctor. I had a great Mother's Day.. and it went downhill from there. I didn't see my own Mom or call, because well, just being around her or the thought makes me anxious then and then I feel like vomiting. It gets complicated. I love my Mom, but .. and then the but ruins it.. and for me, sometimes not knowing is easier than rejection.. if that makes any sense whatsoever.
Anyway, I thought at first I was just tired because of guilt and depression that having my own life is a deadly sin, and fear of other lives clashing with my own lead me to be so tired.
Actually, I came down with a dire case of asthma and allergies that decided to settle in my chest. Like I need more chest (ha ha).
Anyway, I'm effectively on Drain-o antibiotics and wish I could shower or take a bath, but I can't because the humidity would make me have an asthma attack... a downside to an already sucky condition... and this isn't like the movie Brokeback Mountain...I'm sick of cowboy bathing.
Anyway.. I've been watching www.netflix.com way too much... to the point of addiction. Netflix opened the doors to catching up on lost television shows like Lost Girl and Dollhouse. And then because they conveniently emailed me, I watched Season 2 of Borgia. The fun didn't stop there, I managed to cram in entire seasons of Make it or Break it, Heartland and Dance Academy. And I loved the original series Hemlock Grove. Currently I'm trying to make the TV series The Tudors work for me..*cough* wheeze*
For laughs, at the doctor's office, he asks why I'm not using my nebulizer so much, and I told him that Albuterol makes my heart race and scares me. He tells me I don't have to use a whole treatment at once. I think he loves my visits due to the laughter.. I told him I used it like a 'hypothetical bong' and 'hit' it when I needed to breathe and when my heart raced, I put it down.
So there you have it... hypothetical bong, Netflix, a hellacious cold that almost landed me in the hospital and me letting the electronic tether (my phone) die...
Oh Sweet Jesus..
I think I just came out of the movie Ted or something. I just need to substitute a rat for the Teddy Bear.
Anyway. I know, way too many movie and TV references.
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